I tried to let it go The grip I had on everything I know It’s harder than you think When your mind is on the brink Just relax and let it go And let the apparitions flow
It’s taking over me I never wanted to See like this
I been thinkin’ bout the blue trees Don’t got nothin’ on those white sheets Dissolving under my tongue Warping my mind before it’s all done I threw away two years Never got back from facing my fears Spent my nights with hallucinations Watching life pass by with no conversation
I’ll make the moments that create a form of space Then take away my saving grace I’ll get it right, I’ll take it all It’s all for selfish reasons I fuck my life up every season
It’s taking over me I never wanted to See like this
I been thinkin’ bout the blue trees Don’t got nothin’ on those white sheets Dissolving under my tongue Warping my mind before it’s all done I threw away two years Never got back from facing my fears Spent my nights with hallucinations Watching life pass by with no conversation
It’s steady crawling Morphing me
And I’ll get it right, I’ll take it all It’s all for selfish reasons I fuck my life up every season