Things just won’t work out that’s what I keep telling myself I’ll turn down any good thing that’s ever offered to me Cause I know I won’t deserve it. How could I deserve it? When everything I’ve ever done, fell short and leaves me spun Back into my crippling doubt That’ll ever feel good about myself
‘Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it I just want to be out of this rut I’ve been stuck in for over 10 fucking years
I want to know what’s wrong with me What exactly caused this lack of human compatibility? It still makes me weak at the knees, when I think of how I still haven’t found the love I’ve been trying so hard to reach
With all the self-deprecation I wear on my sleeve Or the cries for help that make people leave Just shows that I’m too fucking weak To keep holding on to this pathetic life I lead The life I lead
What a waste I chase I’ve come this far I breakaway, I break apart If I could shake the way I made this start Would I have a change of heart? Would I have a change of heart? Would I have a change of heart?
‘Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it I just want to be out of this rut I’ve been stuck in for over 10 fucking years 10 fucking years I know you don’t care