I don’t think you understand the feeling that I get inside When I see your cursive handwriting it’s like you’re still alive I laugh and then I smile, it takes a while before I sink It’s like a part of you is still among us sunk into the ink I write you on a sheet, let my pen float like a river I catch my thoughts in passing, let it dry of on the paper Memories are fading since we no longer communicate The silent treatments torturous was I the one who thought you this Sorry for the times I locked the door and shut you out Left the house without a word, I know the shit has kept you up I woke up in the hospital, had finally had enough And that’s about the time I took to hear you out bout stuff
I had a million questions pinching inside of my skull Inside instincts insisted I invite you for a talk Remember raising questions as to what your biggest dreams were Your reply included me doing what I dream for and that’s about the time I packed my bags and moved away To go to collage, I acknowlege, got some knowlege on my way And if it taught me something it’s that anything can happen Any day can be the first and any day can be the last Any day can be the best and any day can make you hurt I’ve been putting in the hours best be with it in the end Because I’m hanging loose but sitting tight Realize that I did it might have spent a few years in silence just to make it over night
Hard to say goodbye when the time flew us by Reaching for the stars, see light in the sky I can’t reach far so I keep you close I try to hide it off but it often shows Hard to say goodbye when the time flew us by Reaching for the stars, see light in the sky I can’t reach far so I keep you close Try to hide it off but it often shows
It’s been a year now and things are looking better since I had the time I took the time to write a letter and even tho I can’t stick a postage stamp and send it I hope I sing this high enough for heaven gates to hear it You see what I’ve been tryin’ to do is to make you proud Just sorry you can’t witness when I stand before the crowd i’m sticking by the words knowing damn well what I promised you You told me that I could and I told you I would make it through You said put in the hours and the effort ain’t for nothing and now all of a sudden I’m in a competition No doubt I’m feeling nervous like I’m staring at a gun I got Nikes on my feet but it’s too late for me to run and if I were to run my fate is all that I am running from My fight is with myself, I swing for chances as they come been giving it my all but it doesn’t make me number one may not have reached it yet, I’ll write you when I’m done
Hard to say goodbye when the time flew us by Reaching for the stars, see light in the sky I can’t reach far so I keep you close I try to hide it off but it often shows Hard to say goodbye when the time flew us by Reaching for the stars, see light in the sky I can’t reach far so I keep you close Try to hide it off but it often shows
Can’t reach far so I keep you close I try to hide it off but it often shows
Can’t reach far so I keep you close I try to hide it off but it often shows