After all these years, I find myself here Same chances, different feeling We want what we can’t have, I have nothing I’ve learned to live with misery, and that’s saying something
See, I’ve been walking on walls, I’ve been sleeping on ceilings Just to explain my pain, just to justify the meaning
After all these years, I find myself here Same chances, different feeling
We want what we can’t have, andI have nothing I’ve learned to live with misery, and that’s saying something But what’s it saying?
I was always told to be myself, but what if I don’t like myself? What if I just feel so
Insecure, selfish, scared, ugly, embarrassed, and worthless Permanent damage made from temporary feelings I ask myself, was it worth it? Everybody’s happy but me, everyone has someone but me My life is a lose, lose, lose, lose, lose situation, I lose track of time
When I think of the past I lose my sense of direction when I think about the future So I’m screaming out all my ex-prayers All the bullshit that got me here
I wish I was a better person I wish she loved me See, it’s all pretend in the end It’s all make believe
All those things I wished so hard for I didn’t need And all the people I tried to impress That just looked down on me