In the car with Adam on the last day of the tour We talk about rebuilding our childhoods latches pulled off of the doors I thought about the first girl I kissed was a girl I wanted to kiss But not the first girl I wanted to kiss, ya know?
We were barefoot in the mudpath on the backside of the house If I was a little older I’d hold your hand and not feel any doubt I think about the time that I missed being a kid feeling like this Feeling like I was in an abyss right now
I think about myself making lists of how I’m shit God I can be so relentless But at least I’m not afraid anymore I think And I’m dancing in the light with my friends While “I Will Survive” plays over the P.A And I look across the room
I see the girl I want to kiss But I’m not sure if she wants to kiss But at least I can ask without feeling like shit