Anti-hero – Taylor Swift (MNA Cover)

I have this thing where I get older
But just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift
All of the people I’ve ghosted
Stand there in the room
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I’ll watch as you’re leaving
Life will lose all its meaning
It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me
At tea time, everybody agrees
I’ll stare directly in the sun
But never in the mirror
It must be exhausting
Always rooting for the anti-hero.

Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I’m the monster on the hill
Too big to hang out
Slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart
But never killed
Did you hear my covert narcissism
I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman?
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I’ll watch as you’re leaving
Life will lose all its meaning

It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me
At tea time, everybody agrees
I’ll stare directly in the sun
But never in the mirror
It must be exhausting
Always rooting for the anti-hero.
I have this dream my daughter in-law
Kills me for the money
She thinks I left her in the will
The family gathers round
And reads it and then someone is screaming
“He’s laughing up at us from hell”
It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me
At tea (tea) time (time), everybody agrees
Everybody agrees
Oh everybody agrees

It’s me, hi, I’m the problem, it’s me
At teatime, everybody agrees
I’ll stare directly in the sun
But never in the mirror.
It must be exhausting
Always rooting for the anti-hero.