Believe – MNA (Matthew Nino Azcuy)

To believe
But it’s enough for me
Yeah, it’s hard to believe
I’m starting to see

Yeah you could live it up
You could have it all
You could travel far
You could really ball
I was an addict
Barely looking at it
Dropped the diss man
I’m barely looking at him
At my past
Man, I’m really looking at it
I’ve been makin trouble
I’ve been making noise
Searching for the peace
Thinking that’s the choice
Tired of the pain
Tired of the voice
Always keep me sad
Lose my temper
Always make me mad
Hold me in your arms
Always keep me glad
Worry for myself
No real friends think I’m out of help
Alone in the world
Alone in my spirit
Keep me going
Be strong let them hear it
Keep me going
Be strong let them hear it
& keep going
Be strong let them hear it

It’s hard to believe
But it’s enough for me

Yeah, it’s hard to believe
I’m starting to see
To see

I’ll continue
Beautiful noise
My crescendo
Move with the boys
I’m so moody annoyed
But you can’t stop a boulder
Little angry got a chip on my shoulder
Couple grays man I think I’m getting older
Wise sage man I’m six years sober
No time because I feel a little colder
No bitches, no booze
& I’m focused
Only money and moves
And I’m buying new shoes
And I’m fighting my way
I’m denying the news
Always getting the plays
Always stay in the game
Always stay in your heart
Remember me when it’s dark
Times up, never tear us apart
& when I die, I go into the sky
Not afraid, not afraid to shine

When it’s dark
It’s hard to see
You can fight to be free

Yeah, it’s hard to believe
But it’s enough for me

Yeah, it’s hard to believe
I’m starting to see