I’m so sad So I take another drag So I take another shot But I overflow my thoughts I been thinkin’ I been broken so long, man, I’m falling under pressure Feelin’ like a mistake and my life is just an error I’ve been takin’ my time but I’m so dead inside Wanna keep goin’, I’m feeling so tired Tired of feelin’ so trapped in my dome These memories they haunt me, won’t leave me alone Sit on my bed but I don’t feel at home Depression, anxiety, and all of these hoes Thoughts of a bullet just piercin’ my skull Ain’t got no friends, ain’t no one hit my phone They say, “Keep calm,” but I’m losing control I am so broken and I am a ghost, yeah
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Some nights, I’on even wanna try I sit and count these racks, but I just wanna die And people say they care but they just watch me cry Designer on my waist, but I’m just dead inside My girl, she say she love me, she’s just filled with lies I can tell, the way she look me in my eyes Smokin’ on a blunt, I do it ’til I’m fried I been workin’, get a check and then I multiply People say they care, but they just waste my time Call me Rodney Mullen, you know I’ve been on my grind Or call me Optimus ’cause I been always on my prime Neil Armstrong, the way that I been takin’ flight Smokin’ dope and I do it ’til I reach the skies People wanna hurt me and I always ask ’em why They don’t got no reasons, they just wanna ruin my life I ain’t worried ’bout it, grab a blunt and then ignite But some nights I can’t help it, I just wanna die Feelin’ so broken and so dead inside Fuck the fakes ’cause I don’t need you in my life I got this depression and it hits me every night, yeah