Hiding here in camouflage When they say that they want me You love me You need me Call it casual sabotage Yeah, you think that it’s easy
I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on Cause I am confused and I’m frightened I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on Cause I don’t understand this on my own
I’m just a messed up kid With sewn up lips I can’t take this shit I need to exist
Sitting staring at my watch I can’t tell if it’s morning or midday or evening The pressure got my head in knots And I don’t know who’s deceiving
I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on Cause I am confused and I’m frightened I’m tryna get to sleep with the lights on I don’t understand this on my own
I’m just a messed up kid With sewn up lips I can’t take this shit I need to exist
Burn me down till we’re nothin’ but enemies And shut me out till we’re nothin’ but friends Burn me out till we’re nothin’ but enemies And shut me out till we’re nothing but friends
Burn me down till we’re nothin’ but enemies And shut me out till we’re nothin’ but friends
I’m just a messed up kid With sewn up lips I can’t take this shit I need to exist