(When I was your age, I got sad, a lot. I didn’t have such a great home. One day I started running, that seemed to make sense so, I just kept running. When you get sad yo run, straight in. And keep running forward no matter what. And people in your life can hold you back, slow you down and you don’t let them. Behind you there’s nothing for you. Behind you all that’s [?] ahead)
Everyday I wake up feeling fucked up In my own zone left alone, feeling tucked up Nobody checkin on me got no homies gonna ride Everyone who said they love me they not even by my side Now I can’t trust nobody suffering through all this pain Don’t know who really fuck with me or who here curse my name Tryna run games or use me betray or fool me So I’m left here on my own all alone
I can’t even like this shit I cry I’m all alone got too much pride Feelin so fuckin dead inside I wanna die all the time (that’s fine) I can’t even like this shit I cry I’m alone got too much pride Feelin so fuckin dead inside I wanna die all the time
Told me you would never leave me never Said ain’t no greater feeling when we are together It’s whatever Cause now I’m trash Threw me away Didn’t look back And people wonder why I’m so fuckin sad Cause I get treated like I’m just so fuckin bad When I’m there for everybody look around who’s there for me Now I’m crying all alone and this ain’t how it’s ‘posed to be
When I die don’t come to my funeral Say how much you love me all the fake shit the usual Cause now I am alive and I do not feel the love Everybody using me I don’t know who to trust When I die don’t come to my grave Saying how good that I was and all the impact that I made Cause when I needed you, you were gone You didn’t even care and left me on my own all alone
I can’t even like this shit I cry I’m all alone got too much pride Feelin so fuckin dead inside I wanna die all the time (that’s fine) I can’t even like this shit I cry I’m alone got too much pride Feelin so fuckin dead inside I wanna die all the time