Silence in solitude What have I made of myself? What have I become? I am ashamed, behind it all I am desperate I am afraid in every step that I might take I have finally seen this beast step into the light And I am fully disgusted at the very sight This is not who I am I am so much greater This is not who I am I am so much more I am just a broken down man Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love and the love I killed I see this bridge in the distance That very first step might very well be the hardest thing in my life… And I have to live like this every single day I have to live with the same face I have to hear the same name I have yet to come to terms I am damaged I have to live like this, broken, and desperate Behind it all I have yet to come to terms I am just a broken down man Hoping to fix what I have ruined, the people I love and the love I killed I am better than this