Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony I once was fine it’s not alright it’s getting hard to think Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
Am I alive or just breathing Cast like a stone out to sea (I’m sinking) Buried my lies and my secrets Down where the world never sees (My demons)
And I swear it never had to end like this If I could just pretend I’m not those things that you resent, my friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I’m left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my descent Into the deep end Into the deep end
Am I distraught in deceiving Sick thoughts that hang over me (With meaning)
Feel the fucking pain and anguish pouring over me Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony I once was fine it’s not alright it’s getting hard to think Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony
And I swear it never had to end like this If I could just pretend I’m not those things that you resent, my friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I’m left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my descent Into the deep end
The monsters under my bed Won’t seem to leave me alone They sleep inside of my head Deceive to leave but they won’t
The monsters under my bed Won’t seem to leave me alone They sleep inside of my head Deceive to leave but they won’t They won’t
And I swear it never had to end like this If I could just pretend I’m not those things that you resent, my friends Just leave me here for dead Cause I’m left with nothing But self destruction Stare down the cliff to my descent Into the deep end Into the deep end Into the deep end