If I was perfect You wouldn’t ever hear a song You wouldn’t know about the dude Who lets you know you’re not alone You wouldn’t have the tattoo On your arm that’s lookin’ at you All the lyrics on your wall inside your room They’d be gone – I’d be too I’d be washing dishes at a restaurant And wishing that I would’ve stayed Christian Because Jesus saves his children Now I’m 23 and feeling like I’m 85 All my friends are gone And I don’t know if I should stay alive
I guess I need some rest Yeah, I guess I need some rest I guess I need some rest But I can’t rest in peace until I rest in peace I guess that means I’ll just
Stop myself from having these feelings Haunted by the past I’m reliving Why am I staying alive? Give me death I’m ready and willing All these words they said meant to kill me Why can’t I escape to the sky Hooray when I die You got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted
If I was perfect You wouldn’t ever see a show Where everyone is welcome And feels loved and feels at home You wouldn’t have the message On the scars from the depression And the hearts that I wrote out for when you’re blue They’d be gone – I’d be too At night I wanna die from reading things about my life That never fucking happened You weren’t there at any time You did sit behind the screen And try to seem better ’cause you’d never Have same shit that I’ve seen ever When would I feel better?
I need some rest I guess I need some rest Yeah I probably need some rest But I can’t rest in peace until I rest in peace I guess that means I’ll just
Stop myself from having these feelings Haunted by the past I’m reliving Why am I staying alive? Give me death I’m ready and willing All these words they said meant to kill me Why can’t I escape to the sky Hooray when I die You got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn’t you? You got what you wanted, got what you wanted, didn’t you?