Uoh, it’s one of those nights, yeah yeah yeah Hey, Jeler
You wouldn’t Fuck with my life Drowning in shit (Drowning in shit) Thought I was immune for a while Arrogance spoiled it, yeah (Spoiled it)
Doom in the night (Doom) At least the feeling of it (Feeling of doom) The feeling of it Could be enough to bring me to the edge, yeah (Bring to the edge)
I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess) Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress) I don’t know what to do with it But I’ll take all of it (I’ll take it all) Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess (Dive in the mess) Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to what) Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe
I’ll be good just sauce me the crest Freaking the fuck out At almost everyone of my friends (I’m sorry) Not in real life Just in my head Schedule flip, fuck with the meds I’m wide awake when you’d be in bed My average night is a two hour rest, yeah
Every circumstance is detrimental (Detrimental) When winter season ends regain my mental Least I’ll try And maybe -I could try and find somebody special (I could find someone I like) It’s happened before but damn I swear it wasn’t meant to, we go
I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess) Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress) I don’t know what to do with it But I’ll take all of it (Damn, I’ll take it all) Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess (Dive) Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop) Pain in my chest (Hey) Weed smoke smell on my breathe
I dive in the mess (Dive) Absorbing the stress (Absorb) I don’t know what to do with it But I’ll take all of it (I’ll still take it all) Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Do not stop) Pain in my chest (Yo) Weed smoke smell on my breathe
Always feeling like I said some shit I knew I would regret (Would regret) You ain’t finding love ’cause you’ve been cuffing for the sex, in love with head (Love with head) When’s the last time you left a message Instead of hang up (Hang up) Avoiding contact’s a nervous habit That I can’t give up (I can’t) Every time you call I can’t pick up I’m too fucked up (Too fucked up) Get drunk pull trig But I can’t throw up
But you just called to say That you wouldn’t show up anyways Good luck Life’s gonna suck Once you realise I was worth more than a fuck (Fuck) Treat me like a slut Incapable of depth Listen to the song It’s as deep as it gets (Gets) You let go I worked I just dropped that let (Drop) I just went Face first into My music again Going amtopm (amtopm)
Amtopm I’m here again (Yeah, I’m here again) Trapped here with my problems It don’t end (amtopm) Here I am layed in my bed at 3AM Listen to the silence It just simulates the end
I dive in the mess (Dive in the mess) Absorbing the stress (Absorbing the stress) I don’t know what to do with it But I’ll take all of it (I will take it all of it) Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess (Yeah, yeah) Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stopping to rest, don’t stop) Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe
I dive in the mess (Dive in) Absorbing the stress (Absorb) I don’t know what to do with it But I’ll take all of it (I’ll still take it all, fuck it) Yeah, all of it Dive in the mess (Yeah) Fuck you mean, you stopping to rest (Stoppin’) Pain in my chest Weed smoke smell on my breathe