December Christmas party Last year don’t get me started New year was so inviting Compared to the one before it
9Tails I may’ve forget what you had said right now Later it’ll hit my head somehow I haven’t eaten since I last laid down Three days no sleep so fuck the bread right now My people tell me it’ll all work out My brain had told me like check the pass like foul You were fucked up now I throw up when I compare it to my now, wow I got some problems I should really sort out ‘stead of running head down Living piece of shit you smell the fumes from my house And it ferment cause I never go out Blow bring us something else and I might take my lights out It’s not fair for others Swear I care for others Took me years to raise my head and share the air with others Now I smother them I aim for anti-sin I got a lotta gin to drink before I’m whole again I just wanna lay my body on the ottoman And love you all mentally present there for all of it Honestly it’s hard for me when rapping hourly for salary and still take time to live in my reality This heavy feeling always disembowel me I’m spending hours fucking showering The love they show despite my faults is so empowering I’m glad my soul is keeping close again