DVD – pH-1

[Romanized:]

Got a home, money ain’t a thing
A lazyass but all my bills paid
Chinhadeon nyeoseokdeuldo yeollagi tteumhae geu iyu
Mwonji alge dwaetji hancham dwineutge
I hate you, I hate him and I hate her guts too
The rumors about me are true
I’m too honest for my own good
Eomeoniga bonaejusin joeun geul
Ilgeun cheok doraseoseo baeteonaeneun soul food

I’m bad
Nan honjain ge mattanghae
Yeotae nae yeopeul jikyeonaen
Sarang manteon nega jeongmal daedanhae
Bujokaetdeon moseummajeo you made me a better man
Nega eomneun yeogi jigeum i jari
Hanpyeoneuro pyeonhada neukkineun na yeoksi cham yeojeonhae

Oraenmane bakkate
Baram ssoereo nagatdaga
DVDreul billyeonne
Nega joahadeon jangneue
Boineun daero handu gae
Jibeodeureun chae
Teobeokdaemyeo doraon uri jiben na honjappun
Yegopyeoni heulleonaol dongan dewo papkon
Oensone jwin aipone yeollyeoinneun katok
Nan mueonga gidarigo inneundeuthae ajikdo

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own

“Neoneun cham babo gata nega geuri kkalbodeon saekkideulgwa ttokgata
Jallan geot hana eopseumyeonseo sseuldeeopsi naemildeon eoriseogeun jajongam
Geubakke neon heumi mana
Algo bomyeon nega jeil hyeomohago inneun geon neo jasinijana
But you act like you love yourself
But you act like you love yourself”

Hancham yeonghwareul boda nado mollae
Twieonaon useumsoriga cham eosaekae
Nuga deutjin ananneunji hwaginhagopaseo
Honjain geol almyeonseodo jamsi pause then play
I contemplate
Majimageuro hwaljjak useun jiga eonjeyeonneunji
Dasi nal chajaon uulhame jaemitge bodeon tibireul wanjeonhi kkeonwatji

Oraenmane bakkate
Baram ssoereo nagatdaga
DVDreul billyeonne
Naega saenggakaetdeon daero
Honjail ttaen modeun ge
Jaemieopseo boine
I got too many dollars
I don’t really know where I’m gonna spend it
I got too many problems
That you will never ever wanna deal with

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own

[Korean:]

Got a home, money ain’t a thing
A lazyass but all my bills paid
친하던 녀석들도 연락이 뜸해 그 이유
뭔지 알게 됐지 한참 뒤늦게
I hate you, I hate him and I hate her guts too
The rumors about me are true
I’m too honest for my own good
어머니가 보내주신 좋은 글
읽은 척 돌아서서 뱉어내는 soul food

I’m bad
난 혼자인 게 마땅해
여태 내 옆을 지켜낸
사랑 많던 네가 정말 대단해
부족했던 모습마저 you made me a better man
네가 없는 여기 지금 이 자리
한편으로 편하다 느끼는 나 역시 참 여전해

오랜만에 바깥에
바람 쐬러 나갔다가
DVD를 빌렸네
네가 좋아하던 장르에
보이는 대로 한두 개
집어들은 채
터벅대며 돌아온 우리 집엔 나 혼자뿐
예고편이 흘러나올 동안 데워 팝콘
왼손에 쥔 아이폰에 열려있는 카톡
난 무언가 기다리고 있는듯해 아직도

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own

“너는 참 바보 같아 네가 그리 깔보던 새끼들과 똑같아
잘난 것 하나 없으면서 쓸데없이 내밀던 어리석은 자존감
그밖에 넌 흠이 많아
알고 보면 네가 제일 혐오하고 있는 건 너 자신이잖아
But you act like you love yourself
But you act like you love yourself”

한참 영화를 보다 나도 몰래
튀어나온 웃음소리가 참 어색해
누가 듣진 않았는지 확인하고파서
혼자인 걸 알면서도 잠시 pause then play
I contemplate
마지막으로 활짝 웃은 지가 언제였는지
다시 날 찾아온 우울함에 재밌게 보던 티비를 완전히 꺼놨지

오랜만에 바깥에
바람 쐬러 나갔다가
DVD를 빌렸네
내가 생각했던 대로
혼자일 땐 모든 게
재미없어 보이네
I got too many dollars
I don’t really know where I’m gonna spend it
I got too many problems
That you will never ever wanna deal with

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own