Broke down by the mess I’ve made Destroyed like a heartbreak hand grenade Is there a better way to leave my past behind? And my scattered thoughts are endless plots to kill my mind I’m broken by design
If I could just pretend That everything is in my head I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I’m not broken No, I’m not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in
I’ve gone through a million ways Found out that my mind is just a slave To everything that I’ve encountered Loving how I’m fucking suffering What a good for nothing I’ve become
If I could just pretend That everything is in my head I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I’m not broken No, I’m not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in
Help now, as I’m lost in emotion As I drown in the ocean of fear And I’m hellbent by your dying devotion Swept away in the motion so clear
If I could just pretend That everything is in my head I could stay awake forever Try to comprehend That I’m not broken No, I’m not left for dead If I could stay awake forever Maybe I’d escape this hell I’m in