Do you remember when we first met? The shaking of our hands and the cold gross sweat? Showing symptoms of summer: Amazement and wonder How could I ever forget? And I just wanna…
Do you remember when we first met? The shaking of our hands and the cold gross sweat?
As cold as winter Friendships, they wither And fall apart at the seams I know you know what I mean
And it goes on and on and on, self analysis; The catalyst for my inaccurate criticism I try to hide it, but some days I can’t fight it And some weeks I feel weaker And some months they just keep dragging on
Essentially, I am a martyr (a martyr) A friend for hire, a ride home I bite the hand that feeds ‘Cause its other hand’s around my fucking neck
Quit depending on me Depending on me Depending on me Quit asking for every fucking thing
See, there’s an art to letting go And I can’t even color between the lines I’m stuck all the time Between I love you and fuck you I want to figure it out But every time I try I get stuck in the basics I guess that’s why I’m jaded
I hate it Work, eat, sleep, repeat, misery It’s all the fucking same to me
Just let it go, just let it flow
See, we’re all just starving artists pushing away our plates Begging for attention that we act like we don’t see Every night I’m sacrificed to memories And every morning I’m resurrected by reality I don’t want to be a prizefighter To hold the hollow, heavy, rotten trophy
That is your attention It burns my hands I’ll never understand I’ll never understand I’ll never understand