First period, first day, 2nd floor 3rd door down, I’m ready now, to get this year over with No music, just a dirty blue hoodie And a messenger bag full of useless shit
Destructive tendencies They run deep through me
Someone told me life’s what you make it I guess I’m just making it anxious And it’s too late for me to shake it Cause now I’m right here But I feel like this year will be different Like maybe somehow I’ll make a difference And maybe someone somewhere will listen For now, I’m right here
It’s always been up to me
Fuck, I forgot my combination 16-18-14? No Fuck! I forgot my combination 27-35
Everything gets forgotten or I lose it or I’m late It’s like something’s disconnected somewhere deep inside my little pink brain Maybe it’s just dark blue, maybe it’s not there at all Wait, I think my phone died. I think my zipper’s down I think I’m gonna cry. I think a lot If you couldn’t tell, but don’t tell anyone
Destructive tendencies They run deep through me
The Counselor told me life is what you make it I guess I’m just making it anxious And it’s too late for me to break it Cause I know I’m right here But I feel like this year will be different Like maybe somehow I’ll make a difference And maybe someone somewhere will listen For now, I’m right here For now, I’m right here
Running in circles leaves me out of breath All I want’s a break from the stress This shit isn’t new to me, I’m used to the scenery And I’m all out of breath
This year I don’t wanna play dead The best way out is through, I wanna make it end Fuck Temple. Fuck Drexel. Give me my paper So I can walk out those doors. I don’t care about a major
Who cares about a major? I don’t give a fuck about a major! I made it this far, I just have one more year then
Everything will be fine The underdog always finds a way