Remove this thing from my chest Controlling, cerebral, cortex All the major obstructions from then to now Generate a hex
Still my lust for pain’s genetic So I need to treat the cause It’s internal bleeding of hope that’s misleading My rational complex
Replace and take what you need from every part of me Mix and match what you will, if I fight hold me still Take the piece of me that now berates the peace I seek In myself, in myself
If this procedure can reroute my twisted thinking I won’t chase the torture that I secretly need