My head’s against the wall again, and I don’t bother Checking on my phone at all Don’t wanna try love again, ’cause the scars run too deep And I can’t ever sleep as it is
You have your new friends, and I’m happy for that Got your whole life ahead, hope it’s good, I’ll be glad And lately I just stare and reflect on my past Wonder how my life got so far off the tracks
Blade against my wrist again, and it’s been harder Trying to be sober at all The future makes me scared as shit, ’cause the past fucked me up And I think I’m just better alone
Isolate myself again, and I don’t bother Trying to get better at all It’s just a lie I tell my friends, so they don’t have to fret ‘Til I’m laid down to rest at the end
My head’s against the wall again, and I don’t bother Checking on my phone at all Don’t wanna try love again, ’cause the scars run too deep And I can’t ever sleep as it is