Twelve years old, I suddenly felt the world look at me My bones, every inch of my body, size ten Size three, no size made me happy Seventeen, same thing, just wishing I was anyone but me
Nineteen, I’m still waiting for the day I don’t hate myself for what I ate Numbers change but I look the same They say one day, you’ll grow old and it’ll go away
I thought all of this ended in high school I thought I wouldn’t I feel the way I do Everyday I wish that I could be someone new I’ve never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to
It’s impossible to be what I want myself to be How will I ever be happy? How will I ever love me?
I thought all of this ended in high school But I was wrong ’cause I feel the way I did and the way I do Everyday I wish that I could be someone new I’ve never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to