I’m (Not) Okay – Bryan Andrews

But I guess I’m okay and not stayin’ clean
Yeah, I ruined that after three long years
‘Cause the other night
I took somethin’ white
And I don’t know why
I just wanted to feel alright
‘Cause I’m not too well

Yeah, the past few weeks
Have been a livin’ hell without her
And those three words
[?] back to that prison cell

[?] losing battle is sinnin’
And now my mind is winnin’ all over again
I’m tired of shakin’ you my fist to you, oh God
Yeah, I’m beggin’ will you please just let me in
Oh, I’m on my knees
And I don’t know what else to say
But I’m not okay

I guess I’m okay and not missin’ you
‘Cause I don’t call you when I’m up past two
And I’m a little drunk and high as fuck
But baby don’t think I don’t still think about you
Yeah I’m [?] bad at not bein’ alone
I just wish it was your name on my phone
Instead of hers
Wonder if I [?] that replacin’ you
Ain’t gonna never work

[?] losing battle is sinnin’
And now my mind is winnin’ all over again
I’m tired of shakin’ my fist to you oh God
Yeah, I’m beggin’ you
Will you please just let me in
Oh, I’m on my knees
And I don’t know what else to say
But I’m not okay

And it’s like every day is gettin’ just a little harder
But I thought that I was supposed to be gettin’ stronger

[?] losing battle is sinnin’
And now my mind is winnin’ all over again
I’m tired of shakin’ my fist to you oh God
Yeah, I’m beggin’ you
Will you please just let me in
Oh, I’m on my knees
And I don’t know what else to say
But I’m not okay
But I guess I’m okay