I’ve been abandoned by the nigga that’s supposed to love me the most been Raped by a nigga was crazy but we was close when he was taking it I felt like the nigga taking my soul And out of all of that you probably the one I despise the most Cause you the only fucking nigga that I’d went to I done told you every fucking thing that I’ve been through Expressed how I really hated niggas fore I met you Just for you to turn like every nigga I’ve ran into That shit is kinda crazy to me Let’s take it back Momma put me out at age 17 I was raised in them streets Just a young girl tryna eat But all I had was was empty pockets and a dream Man that shit runs kinda deep
I was barely goin to school grades failing Hanging on the blocks with them hustlas and them fellons Real fucking killas if they catch you then they nailin Old heads talking I ain’t understand the message Now I think I get it I’m too bright for this life that I’m living man something gotta change Fighting everyday just to cope with pain drinking henn blowing trees just to keep myself sane
I did lost a couple homies to this street shit But none amount to the pain when I lost big sis To be honest I don’t really think I been right sense Gotta change my life I ain’t been living righteous And I ain’t just write this Man this shit a true story Never got the reason why momma was hard on me Now I understand she just wanted the best for me And I’ma be the reason we are never fucking worry again