komodo – samsaBy I still don’t know why you leftMaybe you wished I was nicerMaybe you wished I was nice lessWhat if I had better bicepsI always felt like some experimentSome thing that you could dissectA frog splayed on a tableYou the scientist with a pipetteA surgeon with a sharpieSketching scribbles where I’m uglySlice me with your scalpelPalpate organs as you fuck meAnd we could leave the lights onBig fluorescent tube-lampsPut your pupil to the eyepieceWatch me dance behind the screw clampsI know I’m not enoughYou wanted someone that could be moreYou hooked my flesh on metalWhile I scuttled through the sea floorAnd heaved me out on dry landAnd we were never ourselvesYou wedged your nails into meAnd you cracked apart my hard shellAnd plucked each pair of pincersOff like petals on a primroseAnd sucked the marrow out of slitsYou scissored in my skin foldsI am a Komodo dragonBasking in the winter sunI amble through the islandTo the tick-tock of my flickering tongueAnd think about your last words www.pillowlyrics.com419786497975 88k 20