Learning In Public – Allie X

Think I heard something break
I’m sorry
There’s something happening
In me
It’s like I’m looking down
At my body
A pinball in a game
Losing speed

If I’m aimless
Am I blameless
When I hurt someone?

Why
Why does it have to be
My least favorite subject
Learning in public
When I
Can’t even look at me
While everyone’s watching
I’m learning in public

Do do do do do do dododo
Do do do do do do dododo
All in all in all, it’s just a memory

I didn’t mean to make
You unhappy
I didn’t mean to change
Without letting you know
I thought that I could take
Take you with me
But did you slip away
Or did I let go?

It’s confusing
What I’m losing
It was never mine

Why
Why does it have to be
My least favorite subject
Learning in public
When I
Can’t even look at me
While everyone’s watching
I’m learning in public

Do do do do do do dododo
Do do do do do do dododo
All in all in all, it’s just a memory
Do do do do do do dododo
Do do do do do do dododo
The time, the time, the time, the time and energy

Everything I thought I wanted
I changed my mind and I forgot it
The time, the time, the time, the time and energy
We’re too young till we’re too old for it
This is somewhere till it’s nowhere at
All in all in all, it’s just a memory

Why
Why does it have to be
My least favorite subject
Learning in public
When I
Can’t even look at me
While everyone’s watching
I’m learning in public

Learning in public

Everything I thought I wanted
I changed my mind then I forgot it all