I hate to lose ‘Cause I think it hurts so much And I don’t want another bruise
I got no excuse, the sun is goin’ down And I can’t pay my dues Life’s a double-edged sword My mind’s been payin’ bills That my heart can’t afford yeah Heart can’t afford Yeah yeah
And all my bridges are topplin’ down Watchin’ my life decay all around Hurtin’ for somethin’, I drop to my knees Depression is such a painful disease
I’ll bleed, I’ll break, keep comin’ back for more Hurtin’ in pain, can’t take it anymore Don’t feel the same, been drained out to the core Goin’ insane, not even 24 (not even 24)
Don’t know what to say I lost the best of me I’ll never be okay If I never find a way
To get out of this shit again I’ve been runnin’ from the end And I can’t ever stop Or I’ll get swallowed up By all this stupid stuff I’ve just been sinkin’ in my thoughts
I’m runnin’ away From it all and I hate it I’ve been screamin’ I don’t feel like we’ll make it And I just need some help ‘Cause I cannot take it So please just help me now I think I’m just breakin’ down again
I need some help, I’m drownin’ I need a life, I can’t feel myself I need some help, I’m drownin’ I need your love, ’cause I don’t feel mine at all