I am cursed with these habits Inauspicious anxious thoughts, they’ve got me captive This struggle within myself It’s got me wishing that I was somebody else
A mother fucking nail biter
I’ve got nothing can’t sleep, can’t eat Just me here with anxiety Her chill inside my bones Oh, it’s got me wishing that I was somebody else
With phlegm in my throat and blood in my teeth The grief still tastes so bittersweet With phlegm in my throat
This phlegm stings my throat, my teeth are decayed There’s blood on my gums and it won’t go away This phlegm stings my throat, my teeth are decayed This blood on my gums won’t go away
Reduced to nothing, an empty shell Reduced to nothing I wanna die here, can’t you tell?
I’m a nail biter A mother fucking nail biter
My chest aches as my mind breaks I cannot take anymore of these fakes
Don’t look at me, don’t speak to me I am an anxious freak
Don’t you dare say, it’s all in my head, “it’s all in the mindset.”