Outsider – Xenia

(Who’s a creep?
Who are they talking about?)

Dress up, make up
No one could love you like me
Shoes on, hair done
Think anyone would notice me
Don’t look into their eyes
Just blend right in
Till someone sets you free, oh

But doctor, doctor, what’s wrong with me?
I cut myself, I don’t even bleed

(All alone, weren’t you?
The way you always are
What makes you the outsider?
The outsider, the outsider, the outsider
Is there something the matter with you?)

Ice, ice, ice in my lung
Nowhere to go and nowhere to run
Eyes in their sockets and still they don’t see
But could anyone love a monster like me?

Head down, so heartless
I keep it buried underneath
All of my crookedness
But will the voices ever leave?

What can I say, what can I do
With this human plague inside? It’s true
Gnawing and digging up something to feed
My dark, dark, dark, dark and deep

(All alone, weren’t you?)
Dark, dark, dark
(The way you always are)
Dark and deep, deep
(What makes you the outsider?
The outsider, the outsider, the outsider)
My dark, dark, dark
(Is there something the matter with you?)

Ice, ice, ice in my lung
Nowhere to go and nowhere to run
Eyes in their sockets and still they don’t see
But could anyone love a monster like me?

Ice, ice, ice in my lung
Nowhere to go and nowhere to run
Eyes in their sockets and still they don’t see
But could anyone love a monster like me?

(Head down, so heartless
I keep it buried underneath
All of my crookedness
But will the voices ever leave?)