I had a dream I went out I overdosed on my doubt Yeah, it was real, it was strange Had nothing but doubt in my veins I could feel all of the pain Like when I’m awake that don’t change But it didn’t seem to be bad It kind of felt good not being sad
And when I wake up in the morning I’ll just keep on with ignoring Everyday feel less important
Yeah, things feel better when I’m dreamin’ I can leave things without leavin’ Cut my wrists without the bleeding
I had a dream I went out I overdosed on my doubt Yeah, it was real, it was strange Had nothing but doubt in my veins I could feel all of the pain Like when I’m awake that don’t change No, it didn’t seem to be bad It kinda felt good not being sad
It kinda felt good not being sad
I had a dream where I fell And no one could hear when I’d yell But I didn’t seem to be scared It kinda felt good with no one there
And when I wake up in the morning Forty miles south of Portland Everyday a bit more foreign
Yeah, things feel better when I’m dreamin’ I can leave things without leavin’ Cut my wrists without the bleeding
I had a dream I went out I overdosed on my doubt Yeah, it was real, it was strange Had nothing but doubt in my veins I could feel all of the pain Like when I’m awake that don’t change No, it didn’t seem to be bad It kinda felt good not being sad
It kinda felt good not being sad
Would it even matter if I did Five, four, three, two, one, I’m off the grid Maybe they would think the knife had slipped, But would it even matter if it did
Where’d my feelings go I think they hid Cause when I shut my eyes, I can only see my eye lids Thinking that there’s something that I missed But would it even matter if there is
I had a dream I went out I overdosed on my doubt Yeah, it was real, it was strange Had nothing but doubt in my veins I could feel all of the pain Like when I’m awake that don’t change No, it didn’t seem to be bad