This whiskey here ain’t strong enough for me So much pressure that I can barely breathe My demons branding me like Yellowstone Mama ain’t here no more to pray for me I’m surrounded by hate, fake, fame, and greed The dark days always seems to find a way I’ve been dealing with pain but keep a smile on my face
When nothing goes right then I take a left Down this old road lonely with this whiskey breath I drink all night wake up depressed Try to be a better father put this bottle to rest I keep on going cuz that’s all I know Turning off every emotion I’m an airplane mode I keep my past in the rear view With my middle finger up screaming “fuck you”
I broke down tore it to pieces Black clouds raining on me again I can’t get away Trying to get all this time I lost I can’t get back One foot in the other outside the door I can’t make a mistake This is real life today This is real life today
Yeah… But I feel like I’m living on the edge of the motherfucking truth That I can’t let go down that road that I been so long Mama know I’m wrong daddy’s still gone No one gives a fuck it’s the same old song I can feel it in my head I been did wrong Put away the bottle then I come right home Saying that I’m done but the sad truth I know I’m not Take another shot to the dome I’ve been through hell and I love it trying to rise above it Take a look inside the mirror I can’t help but be disgusted I’m gone Shit go wrong I point the fingers at the other side Can’t help but wonder why I’m afraid I’ll run and hide
Funny how I sit there and pretend everything’s gonna to be okay Pray to the lord he gonna lead my way Done with the drank till I see my grave But I know that I’m not Feel it in my soul I’ma rot See it when I toasting this shot I’m colder inside, pretending that I’m woke and I’m not See it when I’m closing my eyes
And I don’t understand why you put up with me Like I rocked the boat so much until it fucking sinks I broke down till I wanna up and leave But I end up getting drunk and and the I cause another scene and I’m gone
I broke down tore it to pieces Black clouds raining on me again I can’t get away Trying to get it all this time I lost I can’t get back One foot in the other outside the door I can’t make a mistake This is real life today