I self-sabotage, self-medicate Self-camouflage, self-isolate I just really wish that the voices in my head Would go and talk to someone else instead But they don’t want to
I’m a little late to the party I’m a little late to the starting line I could give a hundred different reasons Why I don’t believe in myself Deceiving myself, I mean it
Never felt less than right now, yeah
Why can’t I feel good without feeling so bad Why can’t I feel happy instead of feeling so sad ‘Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate Self-camouflage, self-isolate I just really wish that the voices in my head Would go and talk to someone else instead But they don’t want to
I guess I’m a little stuck in the past Every mistake I make, yeah it takes me back to A mess like the first time I felt love From a boy who always told me I would never be enough, yeah ‘Cause I was always different but I hid it well There was something missing but you couldn’t tell I was in the middle of a breakdown Wait now, everybody slow down I don’t wanna talk about this right now
Why can’t I feel good without feeling so bad Why can’t I feel happy instead of feeling so sad ‘Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate Self-camouflage, self-isolate I just really wish that the voices in my head Would go and talk to someone else instead But they don’t want to
I just wanna feel ‘Cause I know I was always gonna follow you I just wanna feel I just needed you to be my friend
Why can’t I feel good without feeling so bad? Why can’t I just be happy instead of feeling so sad ‘Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate Self-camouflage, self-isolate I just really wish that the voices in my head Would go and talk to someone else instead But they don’t want to
‘Cause I self-sabotage, self-medicate Self-camouflage, self-isolate I just really wish that the voices in my head Would go and talk to someone else instead But they don’t want to