[Hard Target:] It’s hard to stay calm Living like the bullet in the song Same passion that was written in the psalms Feel misunderstood, cuz my lies won’t hold Can’t Let another author try to write my wrongs Forgive me the fights gone that’s in my soul This road that I been down has ran its toll The sun is beaming down but the fact it’s cold Kids only see a stranger when their dad comes home I’m developing scars, good and evil I can’t tell them apart All this envy and this jealousy ain’t helping my heart No need to get my shit together I’ll just tear it apart I’ll never see the light of day when I’m left here in the dark Good thing my momma knows
I know that I’ve taken it too far to ever make amends The lord can’t forgive my sins, when I just turn around and do it again I’m a selfish man And I can see it deep down inside, the man I’ve become Blood all on my hands, and my prints on this loaded gun I’m a selfish man
[Seth Anthony:] Chain smoking drinking booze Lord knows I’m a selfish man Walking circles in my room While the devil trying to hold my hand Another night but a different bar Another woman and a different scar Another right but a different wrong A different story but the same ol song I burn bridges before I pastime Sorry doesn’t cut it when you swore it was the last time She ran quicker than the liquor that I ran dry And she wanted me to change but my hands tied Talking to myself saying everythings fine When no one let her tell me I ain’t living right Plan to get sober but it didn’t fan out Only reason that I am because I fucking ran out You know I’m damaged goods she did known it from the start And all these broken promises caused a broken heart This broken home’s got me drinking lonely in the dark And all these bad choices are pulling us apart But as long as you know that…
I know that I’ve taken it too far to ever make amends The lord can’t forgive my sins, when I just turn around and do it again I’m a selfish man And I can see it deep down inside, the man I’ve become Blood all on my hands, and my prints on this loaded gun I’m a selfish man