The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things that would change For that rush, I’d still do it again
All that I’ve wanted is all that I’ve known The callous pursuit of stimulants to a fault Open the vault
Why do I seek that knowing the damage? I face the scars on my arms I can’t deny that I romanticize it Missing the times that I’ve mourned
The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things that would change For that rush, I’d do it again
What ever happened to all that I’ve learned? That darkened abyss I really shouldn’t miss at all… But here I go… Thinking about the glass shattered around me Shame from the promise I broke I can’t deny that I romanticize it Missing the times that I’ve mourned
Shadow men stalked me All through the night Shadow men stalked me All through the night
The walls around me spin I think of the way it began If I were to know all the things that would change For that rush, I’d do it again
Pull it, push it, tight fist Pull it, push it and enter the void
But I escaped so long ago
Don’t look down Don’t look down The tourniquet I shouldn’t miss I shouldn’t miss the warm caress How can I?