The Idea Of Her – Ali Gatie

She was the one
I had my reasons
She gave me something
Something to believe in
Sleepless at night
It’s quarter to three
I’m having cold, cold sweats
I need some relief

She was my one drug
Show up when I’m low
She got me high all the time
I hate feeling out of control
She was my first love
I can’t let her go
She was my very own
Caramel Marilyn Monroe

I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when life was a blur
I forced myself to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her
I fell in love with the idea of her

Lied to myself
Ignored all the warnings
I knew what it was
But I cannot love the girl she’s becoming
Now that I realize
I wasn’t ready for it
I take the blame
I tired to change the person she was

I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when life was a blur
I forced myself to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her
I fell in love with the idea of her
I fell in love with the idea of her

I close my eyes and I dream
Saw what I wanted to see
I remember back when life was a blur
I forced myself to believe
That she was perfect for me
I fell in love with the idea of her
I fell in love with the idea of her