This Gun Is Loaded – Richy Nix

I gave you too much
Stop lying

I’ve seen the pain that I put you through
I felt the pain that I put you through
When will you see what you’re doing to me ya

Things will get better as long as you let them
But things get strange so things must change

Paranoia’s definitely kicking in
Cause my relief is finally giving in
I’m tired of speaking in synonyms
It’s time I will reach my final decision
Will I leave or will I stay huh
Will I bleed or will I pray for
A better day for us to find the balance
My hearts taken enough it’s formed a callous
It’s no bullshit cause I smacked the jury
This guns loaded with dark passion and fury
If you haven’t noticed I hijacked your worries
You went for this so I snatched them in a hurry
Now they’re mine and I’m lying in a fire
Now I’m crying and dying with desire

Blame this on my paranoia
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
Ya ya
This must be true love
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded

She’s a dominating vampire
She might as well be my campfire
She keeps me warm but in order to keep me warm
She’s got to engulf every natural resource
I take a step back and stare at destruction
One thing she lacks is to share the consumption
Creatures of the night I clear with a gun fuckin
Witches of the night kill all this love
On that road I know there’s no doubt I’ve been torn
Your a beautiful rose I hope you grow up in your thorns
You should know I’d hold out through the storm
I know my road I won’t go down with unknown
Quit staring at that mirror
It won’t tell you that your beautiful
But I will it’s just so hard just to get you to know

Blame this on my paranoia
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
Ya ya
This must be true love
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded

If you’re going to stab me in the heart
You might as well take your knife back with you
(I can’t find it in me to hate you)
Pull it out of me
(I can’t find it in me to hate you)
Let me bleed
(I can’t find it in me to hate you)
Let me bleed
(I can’t find it in me to hate you)

The pitch of the spike is starting to look familiar
I’m sick of this mic I’d rather go out and kill ya
But I can’t I’d just being killing myself
I’m stuck in quicksand
Somebody give me some help
Fuck your misconceptions
I got to seek redemption
Take me away from this depression
I’ll fix my mistakes
So forget your lessons
What does it take just to get your blessings
Now that everybody knows that a heart is broken
Now I’m going to look at you cause your the one who broke it
Another episode it’s inevitable
That I’ll be letting you go
‘Cause my head will explode
I’m standing in the middle of the room and I don’t know what to do
I just want to get a permit and run away with you
Where would I go running with the devil

Blame this on my paranoia
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
Ya ya
This must be true love
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded
This gun is loaded

I will ruin your night
But you can ruin my life
Like you will, like you do
Like you will, like you do

I will ruin your night
But you can ruin my life
Like you will, like you do
Like you will, like you do