Time – NEFFEX

I’m so sorry
For the pain that I cause
Can’t retract these claws
Once they’re out you can’t stop me
I’m destructive and cocky
Till I fall like a jockey
Off my high horse and back to nothing
Got these scars all from me trusting
And they bleed can’t stop the flooding
When I open them back up I know it’s disgusting
Trust me
And I work every day
Just to hear them say
That it’s not enough
That I’m not enough
I should just give up
Half empty cup
In my mind ugh
Thoughts hold me down
I keep fighting drown
Screaming out so loud
Can you hear me now?!
Can you hear me now?!
No response a drought
From a silent mouth
The harsh sound of doubt

Hear that sound
Soft yet loud
I just feel like I’ve been running out
Of time, of time, of time, of time
Of time, of time, of time, of time
Of time, of time, of time, of time

I don’t want
To wake up
Everything
Just aches yuh
Feels like a break up
No time to make up
Life just keeps on changing
And I want to rearrange it
But it feels so out of my control
My energy just keeps on draining
But I push back these demons
In my mind all of these heathens
Serotonin seasons
And maybe that’s the reason
That I’m open like a lesion
And my minds committing treason
And my souls the only beacon
I keep on fighting all these demons yea

Hear that sound
Soft yet loud
I just feel like I’ve been running out
Of time, of time, of time, of time
Of time, of time, of time, of time
Of time, of time, of time, of time

It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning
It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning
It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning
It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning

I can’t stop what I can’t control
It keeps moving and I’m growing old
I can’t stop what I can’t control
It keeps moving and I’m growing old

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)
It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)
I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)
It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)
It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost and I’m drowning)
I can’t stop what I can’t control (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)
It keeps moving and I’m growing old (It feels like I’m lost, and I’m drowning)

I don’t know, man, I just
Sometimes I wish I would’ve done things differently
You know?