Cool so, Saturday 12th of May 2:4- oh my bad 2:37 169 in the studio
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I can tell when someone’s jealous of me The evil look in their eyes They won’t support you if they feel like you’re above them The only reason why they don’t wanna see you shine I see a lot of things on my timeline People think I’m here for a short period of time If you think that’s true, then you’re losing your mind Nothing worth having comes easy in life If it comes easy then it won’t last long I guess that’s why they fell off after one song Niggas get cut if they ain’t on what I’m on Invite them to a show and they all tag along Invite them to a meeting still see if they want to come Trust me, nobody comes The difference between me and them I know a lot of people, I haven’t got a lot of friends If you lie once then, you’ll probably lie again It doesn’t make sense The same ones on Twitter are the ones that are in ends Trying to find a way out [?] Shes gone by 10 AM And I gotta got paid now I ain’t playing games now If you got a problem then we coming straight round I said if you got a problem then we coming straight round We all live and learn Tables get turned, bridges get burnt but money never gets returned People only show up when they know you’ve got perks How do you curse the ne that gave birth I know I shouldn’t say it but i’m gonna say it I still love my ex right down to the earth If you want me show me how much you’re worth Be careful how you spend all the money that you earn
Everything I have in my life I deserve Everything I have in my life I’m so grateful Once upon a time I needed help I wasn’t stable Now I don’t speak I put money on the table Last year my life was so painful I was very wasteful I wasn’t faithful And I wasn’t able to get all them things that I wanted on the shelf My mum needed support but I really couldn’t help
My ends don’t want the best for me Sometimes I think my own friends don’t want the best for me Many guys will draw me out and test me Many guys talk online but they don’t roll They ain’t got the same energy It’s jokes cause I’m not where I’m meant to be If I see you it’s meant to be And tell your girl stop texting cause she’ll never have sex with me And if we do, she won’t forget me Look I wanna know the reason why these people don’t like me A black boy 21 providing for his mum I guess that’s the reason why these people don’t like me Cause I’ve done all the shit that they fucking ain’t done I’ve done all the shit that they fucking can’t do My whole squad come through And leave your yard empty like it’s Black Friday sale On my life you better think about your moves
Dreadful I started getting replies off of girls that aired when I was doing “I’m on my grind” Incredible Same girl that said my music’s demonic said she wants to make some time Eventful I just got a text from your girl and she’s saying that I’ve crossed her mind Mental Keep testing my patience I swear I’ll lose my mind I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their level of perception I clocked that certain man don’t like how my life’s changed And how I’m the center of attention I got too much pressure on me right now I ain’t got time for all the love and affection Something bad and you’re all in my mention But something good where you gone that’s the question Normally people don’t hate you, they hate your success But with me people hate me and they hate my success Maybe it’s because it took me quicker than the rest Before I touched high school I was running on my own legs Now I’m 21 and I’m running with my heart I wasn’t doing things that kids should be doing Cause my dad weren’t around and he never played his part Every single day I was looking out the window Waiting for him to turn a corner But he broke my heart and made me cry and made me realize Girls don’t want me for me But that’s just how it is
See You think I asked for this You don’t know what I done to get half of this Ask my fucking nigga Lawrence he can vouch for it If the number ain’t saved I don’t answer it You stabbed me in my back 9 through stitches then I gave back chasing money and bitches Started chasing my dream Why do you think many guys never succeeded Jealousy and greed And my mum said that you are what you eat I made time for loads of people but they threw it back at me So now I’m selfish with my time But it’s ironic that I’ve got time for all these girls that shouldn’t have time I shouldn’t have a headache but ever since I started doing music properly I’ve had one every fucking day I shouldn’t be bad but how do you expect me to have all them things my mum couldn’t have That’s the reason why I’ve done things I shouldn’t have I ask God to guide me But I still feel trapped And I don’t know what I want from this anymore And I don’t wanna girlfriend anymore And I ain’t got time to see my friends anymore A lot is happening behind closed doors I feel drained and I ain’t eating properly I’m startin’ to have problems mentally The other day I just copped a Monclear But it didn’t feel right cause my vision’s still cloudy