I ask myself, will I ever change? A broken record can’t turn the page Take a long hard look in the bathroom mirror Head in my hands, how’d I end up here? But the days go on, people in their lanes Can’t rid the doubts or ditch the shame Little laughs and coping lies, I tell myself it’s a disguise
When I wake up, when I wake up It’s written on my face When I wake up, when I wake up Say today’s the day that I’m gonna change I’m gonna fucking change, find a way Fight the urge, leave yesterday I’m gonna fucking change
A weakened state, those stupid nights The worst decisions of my life And I wish I could take it all back But we know life doesn’t work like that So my guard is up, can I let it down? I don’t know love, lost never found Start to wonder what’s wrong with me ‘Cause everyone else has found their feet I was living hard and running out of time Bet the fort, took a risk, confide I don’t know, I don’t know anymore, no I don’t know, I don’t know anymore
When I wake up, when I wake up It’s written on my face When I wake up, when I wake up Say today’s the day that I’m gonna change
She said you’re fucked up She said you’re so fucked up She said you’re fucked up She said you’re so fucked up Said I’m gonna change, find a way Fight the urge, leave yesterday Said I’m gonna change, find a way Fight the urge, fuck yesterday