I try to be the person that I would like to know Feel I lost that person a long time ago Been hurting and I feel like I am dying slow Try not to get too attached to people who just let me go They try to water my mellon Try to have me brainw washed Want a daughter before heaven So just have these lames watched Cause they trying to aim Trying to have my brains popped But can’t see what my thoughts are homie even if my brain drops Can’t see what I’m thinking Sitting in the kitchen Pray to God I make it While my parents liven Pray to God I make it And never go to prison With these words I paint a perfect picture for these bitches listen
You’ve got your gun pointed right at me With no trigger trying to shoot me down You got your hands pointed right at me With dirty fingers trying to bring me down
Just thinkin bout it makes me vomit We used to say forever What happened we both lost it Split lanes And you can’t admit you caused this But you walk around like you took this shit the hardest Keep talking all that garbage (yup yup) Keep talking all that garbage Tell your friends that I’m heartless That makes me use my heartless As I roll on this chronic Drink and speak what is honest Can’t believe I left college Damm this is sucha long process I’m in the richest country walking around with empty pockets Surrounded by suckas who are tryin to milk me for my cottage I’m depressed anxiety makes it hard to just start breathin In the crib possed another napkin captures my seamen You’ll never get it by dreaming Never get it by sleeping Never get it by waiting You’ll never get it by stealing Claustrophobic trapped in my own body want to start leaving Questioning religion my world my purpose and my reason