Onara ga hazukashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou Namida kakusu you ni natta no wa itsu kara darou Uso o tsukeru you ni natta no wa itsu kara darou Hadaka ga hazukashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Sou yatte mamorinuita kono boku mo Kekkyoku saigo wa kiete shimau noni
Okane ga hoshiku natta no wa itsu kara darou Hito ga urayamashiku natta no wa itsu kara darou Dare ka o kirai ni natta no wa itsu kara darou Mienai mono made hoshiku natta no wa itsu kara darou
Sou yatte te ni ireta mono mo subete Kekkyoku motte nado ikenai noni
Dakara semete ima wa motte ikou Ryoute ni dekiru dake motte okou Sono kazu ga kitto boku no koto Oshiete kureru ki ga suru kara
Yoru nemure naku natta no wa itsu kara darou Ano hoshi no ibasho o shitta no wa itsu dattarou Kodomo kara otona ni natta no wa itsu nan darou Itsuka boku mo kieru to shitta no wa itsu dattarou
Kataru omoide ga dekita no wa itsu kara darou Mu kuse nai mono ga dekita no wa itsu kara darou Nidoto ‘ima’ wa ko nai to shitta no wa itsu kara darou Shiranai koto ga aru to shitta no wa itsu dattarou
Sou yatte te ni ireta ikutsu mo no nani ka o Nokoshite boku wa kieyuku kedo
Dakara semete ima wa motte ikou Kakaekire nai hodo motte okou Sono subete ga ima no kono boku o Katachizukutte iru mono dakara
Sono subete ga ima koko ni boku ga Sonzai shita koto no akashi dakara
Since when did I felt embarrassed when every time I fart Since when did I started hiding tears in public Since when did I learned how to tell lies to others Since when did I felt embarrassed when I got naked
All those work I’ve done to hide them from others, but I’m just gonna be gone from this world at the end
Since when did I started wanting money more than I have Since when I started envying others Since when did I start hating on some people Since when did I started wanting stuff that you can’t have
All those things that I’ve seen it and wanted Would just be a dream, and won’t be having them
That is why you shall be having all of those things, as much as you can hold it with both hands And the quantity of the stuffs that I’m holding right now, is probably me right now
Since when did I felt not sleepy at some nights Since when did I learned where the start is Since when did I started to change form kid to adult Since when did I learned that I would be gone from this world
Since when did I got a such a tight memory Since when did I found something that I can’t hide Since when did I learned I can never be back to “now” Since when did I learned that there are things that I don’t know
All those work that I’ve done to earn all those things Will be left and I’ll be gone from this world
That is why you shall be having all of those things, more than much as you can hold And all those things are stuffs that are shaping you into person
And all those things you’re holding will the proofs that you existed