Exit Pt. 2 (Dying In The Living Room) – Kaonashi (feat. Zachary Wilson)
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A tight hug goodbye Before I catch the last train home I’ve learned to
A tight hug goodbye Before I catch the last train home I’ve learned to Appreciate them more than I used to See, when you’re living at the bottom Everyone looks so much taller
Honestly, we’re all just standing on thin ice But our denial is so rock solid, it feels nice Just waiting for the insecurity hammer To smash our “I don’t care’s”
And our Instagram posts and our Facebook quotes And the way that you laugh when you don’t even get the joke See, I always feel alone, when I’m at home or at a show When I’m with all of my friends, and I just have to
Pretend that I’m having the time of my life When really it’s just fucking passing me by I’ll never understand why We drink just to feel sober Life is a hangover, dying in the living room
It will always be me versus them It’s like I always feel awkward or embarrassed or frustrated Or uncomfortable, and I’m just so tired of being angry So fucking tired of being
I hate my friends I hate the weekends That same car ride home That I’ve come to know
Seeing is believing And I don’t see the point in anything anymore I’m unimpressed by the friday night enthusiasm Tired of the Saturday morning gossip No, I didn’t hear about what happened last night And it’s always the same excuses “No, really, I’m fine, I’m just tired” We all just want something to talk about We all just want something to talk about Throw away the red cup Drink with your hands
A tight hug goodbye before I Catch the last train home I’ve learned to appreciate Them more than I used to
Seeing is believing, I don’t see The point in anything anymore
People, places; they all change But the feeling stays the same Bags under my eyes Sidewalks, streetlights; Can I crash here tonight? The life of the party Is dying on the couch Her friend is on the porch Trying to figure out
“And I just want to know when’s it gonna end?” “And I just want to know what am I supposed to do?”
Still haven’t found my exit Still stuck in my old ways Still haven’t found my exit But I’m searching every day Still haven’t found my exit Still stuck in my old ways Still haven’t found my exit But I’m searching every day Still haven’t found my exit Still stuck in my old ways Still haven’t found my exit But I’m searching every day