I’m over it, my minds running and I’m running outta control of it I feel alone, when my friends are home and they notice it Don’t tell em though cause nobody knows that I struggle with Hurtin’ my left wrist Look I’m scared of it, so I’m wearing shirts that really don’t look good, but they cover it Got a grey Nike that doesn’t let them see that I’m staining it It’s on the inner left side just below the number five cause it hides a bit Keeps it secret
I’ll tell you my secrets if you tell me yours Nobody believe us, no not anymore
Cause I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone Got tons of people with me, but they’re only on my phone So tell me what you’re thinking about when eyes are closed, and lights are down Are you thinking about what’s underneath your sleeves? When I should be feeling pretty, but here’s what’s underneath
My bodies tired, my soul’s outta breath there’s nothin’ left, just a liar My skin is nothing, but a canvas when I can’t get no higher My secrets pull me down, amplify the sound, like choir
I’ll tell you my secrets if you tell me yours Nobody believes us, no not anymore
Cause I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone Got tons of people with me, but they’re only on my phone So tell me what you’re thinking about when eyes are closed, and lights are down Are you thinking about what’s underneath your sleeves? When I should be feeling pretty, but here’s what’s underneath
I smoke and then I can’t get down I’m 6 feet off the ground I feel a lot when I’m not feeling And I know I’ll probably let you down If I smile upside down Hey look, I’m almost at the ceiling
Guess I should be feeling pretty, but I only feel alone Everybody thinks they know me, but I know they really don’t