I never thought that things would end up like this But, now I know I was wrong It’s been this way for so long
Hands shaking, heart racing It’s been a lonely road Can I live this way, always feeling the shadow of your ghost? Will you walk back through the door, just like before?
I’ve become so used to this weight bringing me down (just bring me down) I pray it takes hold and it drags me through the ground I can feel your eyes burning holes right through me
I’m not the man that I used to be This bastard inside has taken over me I’m not the man that I used to be (Do you recognize me?) This bastard inside has taken over me (Do you see?)
These days feel just like weeks The light it sinks, while the darkness peaks I can’t seem to shake this feeling
So, I find myself asking… “Have you had enough time to hate me?” “Have I broken you up enough?” I guess that I just don’t fucking understand What it is to love