For what seems like the thousandth time I’m searching to feel something, anything, everything, or nothing at all (Tell me what is real)
I’ve lost all sense of direction I’ve become consumed by this infection
Grasping at straws I’ve begun to tell myself it’s just an inherent flaw These wayward memories Normality is nothing but a fantasy
Holding on, but breaking down You’re letting on, and taking it out on me Evaporate, someone else can take my place The same old song, stuck on repeat For far too long, signal defeat Waiting to wither, just longing to dissolve
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to have certainty This doubt, it secures it’s grip without my knowing I long for just a single moment of relief Will I ever find piece?
(Can you help me find my way?) Did you ever expect to find me in this room locked inside my mind? (Don’t listen if I’m begging you to stay) I beg you to leave behind what I have shown Before you, too, become trapped inside this hell
We find ourselves bleeding dry By the choices and the promises we made So, tell me, am I right to verify That this will be the last light in your eyes? All the love I have shown, all the love I have felt Will it ever be enough to save me from this hell?
Holding on, but breaking down You’re letting on, and taking it out on me Evaporate, someone else can take my place The same old song, stuck on repeat For far too long, signal defeat Waiting to wither, just longing to dissolve
Can you help me find my way? Don’t listen if I’m begging you to stay
Can you help me find my way? Don’t listen if I’m begging you to stay